Life

I'm very off right now. We all have our health and we're all happy but nothing is great right now. I'm in a weird place with the whole going back to work thing. I've been looking for jobs and can't find anything over $13 an hour. It's pretty crazy. I can't see myself working for less than that with ten years experience. I went to the grocery store yesterday and spent $250 on pretty much nothing. I don't know how people can pay $13 an hour and everything be so expensive. We're going to Portland in a couple of weeks. I'm very excited for that. We need a vacation badly. I booked an amazing hotel on the coast. I cannot wait for that. They boys are going to love it. I'm a little sad about the trip because it's in the middle of Shayna's graduation. She's worked so hard and I feel absolutely horrible for missing it. She had her prom this weekend. We spent the whole day together Saturday and it was a lot of fun. She's the little girl (well not so little) that I'll never have. Things are just there right now. Nothing is bad and nothing is good. I guess I'm just impatient because I know everything is going to be so awesome in a year from now......